What Do I Want?

Recently I’ve been asked questions such as: “What are you going to do now?” or “How do you plan to work from now on?”.
OK, this is a big problem to me. Until I’m graduated from university, I still don’t know what do I like to do, or what I’m good at. I’ve been trying to do many other things within Computer Science field, like networking, tweaking OS, and mostly programming. All of them seems interesting to me. But IT jobs in Indonesia are not that many. Even though I got one, its salary is below standard.

Currently I’m working with my friends at Mimi Creative. This can be categorized as freelancing, because we work on projects, and we are paid per project, not per hour. Its income is unstable. The bright side is, I can work at home without limited to office hour. But due to the unstable income, people say that I should not rely too much on it.

Putting the jobs problem aside, I’m also confused when I’m thinking of something that I really want. I’ve been sticking my head into the rules for too long that I never think outside the box. I don’t know what I want, it seems I want too many things. I’m distracted between what I should do and what I want to do. “You should live your life.” damn, I don’t even know what kind of life I want to live.

I guess I need some consultant. I need to test my skills on every IT field that may exist.

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