The words in the title reflect what I’ve been thinking for this whole year. This year’s nearing its end, yet there is still no good progress in this process. Is it because of me unable to destroy the faint hope deep inside? Or is it because of her, who repeatedly resurrect this faint hope? Although my logic clearly says “no”, my heart cannot do it that easily.
Continue reading “Letting Go”
It’s been pretty long since my last post. Many things happened already, and today I feel like writing about them. Huh.. Maybe just because I feel overloaded by assignments to the point that I want to take a little break.
Continue reading “Overloaded by Assignments”
According to the human-defined time, the earth has been revolving around the sun for almost 21 times since the time I was born. Most people -or at least, the people around me- say that it’s the age of an adult. Basically, an adult is defined as a person who has attained the age of majority, and is therefore regarded as independent, self-sufficient, and responsible.
Continue reading “Adulthood”
The word “trauma” can lead to many meanings. However, in this post I’d like to write about psychological trauma. Simply said, it’s a mental damage resulting from a traumatic event.
Continue reading “Is it trauma?”
First thing you have to know: this post is not a guide. This is just my experience in playing ECO for just 2 months (yes, only 2 months, so don’t expect anything unusual). For you who don’t know what ECO is, it’s the abbreviation of Emil Chronicle Online. If you want to know more about what I’m talking about here, visit the wiki for more information. It’s an Indonesian wiki – since I’m playing at Indonesian server: Sakura. Up till now, I’m playing a female Titanian Elementalist with the level of 63/28. Continue reading “ECO: Just Another MMORPG”
This holiday I’ve been bugged by these mellow things, which causes me to have insomnia. Yah some may call it “love”, although I haven’t understand anything about this thing.
Well, the point is, what do I have (require) to do when I found that I like a girl? Continue reading “Love and Date”
In this note I’ll try to explain my way of thinking before acting. Well, can’t say much for the preface. I’ll just begin.
Continue reading “My Self-Rules”